My Dream

Yes, I finally found it. My dream.

I want to open and operate an orphanage.

But to do that I have to earn money and i can do that if I become an engineer.

Peace Out

-Misa-Chan <3

Need to Kicks some Finals' Azz ~

Today and Tomorrow

Think-- next innovation
Own-- what can be rightfully yours
Dream-- an absurd reality
Accelerate-- toward an unknown destiny
Yearn-- to achieve the future

Traveling-- toward a destination
Omitting-- the worldly obstacles
Mesmerizing-- this hopeless world
Ordinating-- with a principle
Rifting-- from the fakes
Retiring-- isn't a choice
Overstimulating-- the lost passion
Wandering-- when soul is weakened

Disclaimer-- credit to (click here)

Sigh Da Physics Wiley Homwok

TEEHEE ~

A LOVE LETTER

Dear Person-of-my-Interest,

Let me start out by telling you how frustrating it is to go on with my day. Today is worse than yesterday. I do not miss you but you are remembered even though there is no trace of your existence in my life.

I do not remember when this started but I regret every part of it and I have no one to blame--- not myself and not you. What makes this situation worse is the fact that I do not know where to look for you. One day, sitting on a bus, I would look across and there you would be sitting without a care about the world. I fear not knowing how to react to that situation. My pride would tell me to ignore you but secretly I would hope that you would not-- forgetting that you probably do not care. Hurt, when I realize it is what it is and the outcome will not change. (unless I make the effort to modify it)

It probably started when we had our fifth conversation or perhaps when you first smiled at me-- remembering those kind of moments is not my specialty; however and unfortunately, remembering your habits has become my habit. As I mentioned before, there is no trace of you in my life-- you have never touched an item that belongs to me. Looking back, we did not even know each other -- who did you live with or how did you spend your regular weekends? You could have shared something but no there is nothing to look back at. I know we had some conversations together but I was too self-conscious to step out-of-my-boundaries.

Do you know that you are not remembered on a rainy or a sunny day or when I listen to a specific song because we did not share a memory that can highlight you in my life. You do not inspire to go on or motivate me to achieve my lost-dream. But your words always made me want to become a better person and change my perspective-- and for God's sake, I cannot remember why.

Here I am today, trying to convince you that I have feelings for you . . . but my feelings are not certain. I want to ask you to hangout with me for a day so I can reevaluate my feelings. If we spend time together, will we find something in common? Will you enjoy the same activities as I do or would you change me completely? Will you compromise, if I am not the same person as the one you knew long time ago? OR maybe I will be disappointed to meet someone I imagined to be much different.

However, at the end of this very day, it is all futile.

I am writing this letter, so one day when I do meet you, the outcome will change.

Subconsciously, I am aware it will not happen. We both know that I am too coward to mail this to you. I will live on with my pride and you will not care because I will not give you a reason to care.

Hey, you~
Best of Luck in Life!

Your's Always,

Chicken-Hearted Misa-Chan

P.S. In the future, maybe I will find the courage to send you a message but until that day, I want to dispose these feelings.




NOTE-
In my opinion, love letters are outdated specially in the western world. So today, I decided to write a love letter to someone who I had or have feelings for and here is the result. Yes, it sounds weird but it does represent my personal experience. What do you think? How would your love letter sound like? Will you walk to the post office and find the courage to mail it?
Soon I will personally give a love letter to Moon Jong-Up. I wonder how different will that come out?

#swekkuh

What Brain don't got ~

Standing Point

Learning something new has become an old habit
Boredom is taking over some of the existence
Tomorrow is predictable
Future is unknown
Nothing await on the other side of the door

Where can I be?
Answers are useless
Hope is abandoned


Friends, never change
Fake leave
Old stay
School goes by
Clocks tick


Sentences shorten
Words forgotten
Calendar races
Time wasted

-Misa Chan